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Heya! Ooff yeah, my discord was hacked but now I have it back, thankfully.

Aaaah I see.. Welp that's sad to see that people won't try to make something else and "unique" just because of some stupid popularity.. /shrugs
You must be right~ but then again i don't talk with a lot of people, and even less about gfx bahaha~
Ys yes /nods/ actually my dog even started sleeping with me and following me around the house back then.. like she would feel I wasn't feeling great ;-; My parents are really supportive but they're also very fair. Like, they respect how i feel but they won't let me down and let me drown in my sorrow ! Even tho it can hurt, they'll do anything so I can slap myself to get out of that dark moment /nods/ oooo thank you for your support, that means a lot ! :D
That's nice to hear that you could overcome your bad times and grow with them. that means you won't let yourself down~
Eventually.. But again, even tho I don't really mind talking about my problems, i don't like going into details~ I actually like to laugh it off, or find some positivity and fun so i can stop thinking about it.. after a while it kinda cumble on me because i tried to run away but,, for now i'm okay with that. I think talking to my friends online and joke around is my therapy~ as lame as it sounds kek-

"territory" i feel like i'm some land to conquer now bahaha ! She actually says that she is some kind of gorilla ? depends if you like fur or not now :P I suppose you're right.. But thank you for seeing all these things in me I beg to differ but i'll oppose your sentence in my head because i know you'll fire back :P WHY WOULD I BE A JERK OMG and why do people are scared to talk to me haha i don't bite :P Actually my whole DA account is a fail :333 I'm happy to say that I made some progress since I started GFX. i'm not really proud of all the things i made but when i look at my old things /GASP/ so saying that is a bit too much for me :'D

m..methodical ? :O Oh yes please, if you don't understand something i say or something just ask ! I know that i have some difficulties to make myself clear sometimes and that I have a weird sense of humour soapparently it's hard to know if i'm serious or not /sweats/ and i do make a lot of typos i'm sorry
That's the problem here.. I think most people are really immature tbf.. and I think it's like in our DNA to argue and try to have the last words even tho we are wrong~ human relationships are difficult u_u
I don't know if i'm "kind" tho.. I just try to be nice and accepting to show that there is not only pricks or judgemental people around. But I don't exactly give my trust to just anyone, there is a time to know someone as well~ so if someone starts being fishy and all I just cut them off. am I mean ? /sweats/ don't think there is anything to learn from me tho ! also, you don't have to change for people, if they don't accept you for who you are or try to get you, then bubye i think. But it's nice to also reflect on your own flaws ! Honestly if someone think they're perfect, don't have flaws or anything is a pretty bad sign /sweats/

Well if you say that people just naturally talk to you about their problems I suppose you are ? I mean I wouldn't talk to a random person i don't really trust about my deep problems (?)
Nah it's all good~ Like i said to someone else, if i feel uncomfortable or pressured I just tell the person to clarify things. I don't wanna keep things unsaid /nods/ It's alright tho, i think we're having a pretty cool and natural conversation so you're chilling ;)

Aaaah I see I see... well that's true I think- I do act a lot with my emotions and can be unstable sometimes bahahaha- Wow that just makes me look so mysterious and all /wink wonk/ I'd like to think logically tho..

Thanks for appreciating my mojis baha :3 It's all good, don't feel forced to feel mojis if you don't want too, i can still see your emotions through the comment ;D It's all about vibes and stuff /nods/

I'm actually my own boss, if i can say ? like independant worker, but i still have a workplace with people that also are independants ;) They're very nice and became like family to me~ even tho I had a very bad time with one of them in the first years tho- - HOT AND HELL GOD i don't wanna visit anymore all of sudden /sweats/ i can't deal with hellish heat ;-; maybe in winter ! NYEHE I SURE WILL~ tho with all that covid stuff i don't think i'll be able to travel for a while ToT

W..WHAT ARE YOU EVEN SAYING ? OTL.. But that's nice talking to you~ so i'll say the same :P
I do enjoy long and random conversations so it's all good, no sweat really !!
I hope you are doing okay these days and that work is going well~~~

ps : damn i guess i'll have to equip my gear and scream JEAAAAGER now /jumps

sorry for the overly delayed response. i actually was gonna reply to this a few days ago but camp stuffs got in the way~

please, im not popular >:( barely anyone talks to me at this point pfft and obviously that evidence is from a long time ago.

four days a week to the gym! :o sugoiidesu. ah, i see, that makes sense then. wouldn't want to go to the gym when its packed with lots of people ig. wow! 9 pm is also pretty early to go to bed- oof that sucks though. woah, i can't even imagine not even having two hours to yourself. assuming you're a nightime person? thats pretty unfortunate how you aren't able to use the nighttime. :(

hmm i see. idk if my brain is dumb but i understood maybe 50% of it. :o oh, yeah though, people always do repeat the same mistakes but thats just what makes us human i guess. oh? i see. i suppose i can appear interesting to people who don't know me but once you actually talk to me, i'm really just boring lmao. unsocial well, i for one don't dislike you, you're pretty cool so i don't see any reason to dislike you. true, people don't. tbh, not sure if this seems offensive or not, but the way you word things is really interesting to me. i can never find out if theres something else behind your words.
it'll forever be a mystery.

hmm they usually just display them on their blog or on a forum post or something like that- tbh i don't really know what the point of cards is. they're basically just collectables i guess.
example of a card collection

alrightie, will do.
yup! thats exactly how it is. yeah, as long as the result is decent then im fine with it but if its like trash then i'll trash it and never look at it again. ╮(￣ω￣;)╭ i'm actually gonna try and learn photoshop in a few days so lots of experimenting will happen ig.

nooo, im not as popular as i seem to be lol. ToT i just suck at replying and people just happen to reply on the same day when i do respond
oof, that sucks, hope you're recovering. dang, 4:45 am? thats mega early- i bet you have to go to sleep pretty early then. :0
yeah, everything's alright, i just needed to take a day off since something happened two days ago that affected me mentally lol. but no need to worry, i'm doing fine now.

hmm interesting. (・・ ) ? lmao okay, i won't. i shall accept this answer. ohh i see, well i guess i can come off as interesting to wanderers but who knows. ┐( ´ д ` )┌ perhaps you will, or maybe you won't. who really knows? tbh, idrk why i worded it as "dead mentally" i think these online issues i've been experiencing with people is just now hitting me lol.

ohh, no problem. cards are like these:

hope that makes more sense now lol.

oh there isn't? o-o yeahhh, that is true.
ohh i see. lmao sorry bout that then, i'll try not to say that then ｡ﾟ(TヮT)ﾟ｡ yeah, sure, im kinda curious so why not.

hmm not too sure. i guess if i'm really invested into the layout/project then i don't give up. i typically don't do my layouts all at once. i work on it for like 45 minutes and then i take a break so that i won't drop it and never finish it- and then later i finish it and/or use it or burn it in a fire.

omg i've really put this off *sweat*

I wouldn't even know what to say anymore hahahaha
just.
gfx tilts me sometimes too much

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I didn't know there was such competitions over game screenshot tho oof-
I suppose you have an eye to see the difference between these people /thinks/
Yeah it does.. I already had social anxiety so since it wake up it became even more difficult to interact with people normally.. even with the people I know well. I had plenty of rest thank you /sweats/ I stayed at home for a month because I couldn't go outside. even walking my dog was a challenge for me, but my parents helped me taking the first steps. Oooh I guess I "look" younger than I actually do hahaha, I'm actually 23 yo~ sometimes I do think that i'm still 16 tho ! I'm sorry to hear you had to go through some these kind of stuff, I hope you're feeling better today. For therapy.. honestly, I don't think I'm ready enough to talk about my problems to some "professional" just the thought of it make me sweats and feel panicked.. maybe when i'll have more faith in me i'll start to think about it. For now I'm good that way-

As long as you can take care of yourself~ It's getting kinda complicated to find a job anywhere now.. especially with all that covid stuff. Glad to know you were able to find one /cheers/

Everyone so scared about my tsungerine BAHAHA- I keep saying that but I really don't see what is so interesting about me /sweats/ i'm just a plain and random person u_u But I'm happy to hear that~ thanks for seeing something nice in me I guess :o It was mostly experiments and fails but I think I found my way in these hehe~

I don't know, I feel better asking someone if they're sadistic or masochist instead of "are you delusional?" it's just my go to question, I'm sorry if i confused you, I know that i can have no filter with my humour sometimes always ;; I don't really like the common stuff I guess tehe~ I like when it's funny and random :P

Totally being understood is.. impossible. because even if someone do agree with you over something you know that deep down it's just a facade to look good and most people will judge you in silence /shrugs/ or they just won't accept they're wrong and it's a never ending circle sigh. BUT HEY IT'S LIFE~ )o)
I guess I don't look so down to earth at first bahaha- but i had to deal with so many bs and bad people that at some point you just need to think that way /thinks/ or you just get crushed. hmmm good question, i never really thought about that before ? But i highly value respect and acceptance /thinks/ like if you starting acting all mighty, thinking that you are better than everyone while trashing the whole world, i won't be able to stand that-

Naruhodo~ I suppose you give a trusting aura or something like that if so many people tells you their personal things /nods/ But it's still nice to keeo some things for yourself, like your own little garden. Ooof these personality stuff, I don't know how that works- does that match with my INFJ personality ? :P Ooooh maybe I confused you again, I don't mind questions, because like you said it's how you keep a conversation alive but like from a question comes a discussions and comes another question < that is what i do like. Some people tend to just throw everything at you without taking their time or wait for an answer, and that's what makes me uncomfortable because it feels kinda forced. I don't know if i clarified the thing ? /sweats/

Oooh oki oki~ and it's totally okay tho ! Using emoji can be bothersome sometimes and it takes time to chose the one you wanna use to express a certain emotions ect ect.. so I don't mind using the basic ones :3

Yeah I've been working at the same place for almost 8 years now (I started when i was still in highschool/uni) i do like my work yeah~ when if sometimes I can meet rude people but hey, isn't it like that everywhere /shrugs/ But damn.. I really want to visit Dubai one day but I don't think i'll be able to stand the heat and all /die/ good luck with that /pats/ Is winter cold in dubai ?

Oh I don't feel forced at all don't worry, I do enjoy our conversations :D I just have a hard time replying to long comments now that I'm back to work when all i want to do when i get back home is taking a shower and chill watching anime /laugh/ But i'm able to make it, again sorry it takes so much time ! Don't think I don't wanna talk to you or anything /sobs/

ps : I think you're gonna build the 3 walls by yourself hahahaha

sorry sorry sorry and a million more sorries for this extremely late response. other people's replies flooded my profile and i couldn't keep track. (｡T ω T｡) i hope you're doing okay though.

hmm.. i see. why did you choose to talk to me then? :0 lmaoo yeah, i guess. true, i see what you mean. idrk what i meant by picky at the time but rethinking it, i'm not picky at all, haha. yeahh, im trying not to socialize as much now since i'm kinda dead mentally so ┐(￣∀￣)┌

lmaoo yes xD no no, its fine. i make and deliver cards on here, i guess i'm kinda a postman lol. ehh, not particularly. its mainly the people i used to have added bugging me lol.

yup! i'll try not to forget about myself.
nooo i keep brozoning you ToT and i don't even know what a brozone is so i can't prevent myself from doing so- ヽ(￣д￣;)ノ=3=3=3

i see, i suppose never giving up has its ups and downs. oof, the power of stubbornness, hard for everyone at times. hmm.. i try not to give up but if its something i've been working on for more than two hours, i'll probably give up then.

Ayy!
What a fool. Never ask for more work, even if you are bored. Any boss would bury you under tons of work if you say that kekw

Euh, this is awkward. Even as a pun lmfao. Let's say, I have no soul, you get nothing and I belong to no one xD
As I said on discord, I'm unranked, but I'm sure I fall into the dark pit of Iron 4.

Hmm, it's not hard to fill it up as long as you improvise. But you mentioned wanting to make something very specific, so I guess that would be harder. Awh, don't be so pessimistic about it! I'm sure it won't be as bad as my early layouts *sweats*
I'm not hitting people, I hit on them *wink wonk*

Tell that to people stealing :P

Sadge. That mental state when you lose and think maybe next one will be better, but nah, and you drop down real fast. Fun shit :D
Yes, outplaying the enemy is always satisfying.

Uh oh, to be honest, I kind of cannot wait for the end of the month to get rid of it. The more I'm seeing it, the more flaws I notice. It's killing my eyes already lmfao

Ah, I guess that's fine. Since in the end you will reach the wanted result and be satisfied with it.

No worries, take your time! Good luck with your work :)

I'm very sorry it took me this long to write a reply, but I got caught up with reading manga and I'll be honest, I'm just a very lazy ass potato.
I am also sorry my layout blinded you, I should take it down lmao

Yes, but as long as it sounds like trash, I'm in. I recently found a nice Thresh main streamer, who's chill af, and I've been enjoying watching some quality Thresh gameplay. Even if it looks like he's inting 24/7, it's all about the outplays, like you mentioned before kekw

Oh my! Forget about games, my dude, spend 10 hours looking at the empty canvas like me! It is very productive and not tiring at all :D On a serious note, I am kind of excited to see what will you come up with for your design.

Lmfao nothing that bad, but I've seen people getting kicked out of the contest for messing up with voting process or stealing other people's design. It's usually stuff like that. Oh, it is quite boring. It's like supervising a bunch of kindergarteners lol

Damn, it's been a while since I played against Yuumi or league in general. I'm on a break right now, been for more than 2 months already. I still enjoy looking up new stuff or watch streamers play.

Yes, exactly, That's why he's one of my favorite champions to play. Only if they made ADC champions a bit less oneshot-able :D

SMACKING! That's like the perfect word to describe what I feel when I play Thresh in general. It legit feels like I'm smacking people's faces lmfao

Ah, thank you! I tried to do justice to the character, and I'm glad everyone's been so positive about it.

To answer your question: it's usually the header, or "main image", I work on first. After that I just fill up the space with pictures, text boxes, favorites, etc. I improvise a lot, since I lack skills for my original ideas of layouts. Hence it always ends up not as planned. At least not completely as planned.

Hmm I don't know~ some people are very salty over competition and don't really try to make improvements, but more like rushing to make something else ? i mean I talk from personal experience and I saw so many people being like that but I don't make a generality out of it don't worry. You are lucky to talk with nice and passionate people about gfx- some are just very mean about other gfxers kek-

Emmmm I'm feeling better I guess, but i'm still working about it. I've just developped some kind of agoraphobia and it was very difficult for me feel good these past months but yeah I'm working on it /thumbs up/
Oh congrats for your job ! It's okay to be slow tho~ It's better than rushing and doing things you won't like in the end !

Bahaha a box religion ? We're gonna gather a lot of weirdos but let's go /o/ Well simple fonts are easier to read, espeically when there is a lot of text without making everything too crowded /thinks/

Maaaah a full body pic takes more space ! So I struggle less to blend the space with big renders kek~ Hmmm I also use pinterest or just use google and travel around random sites /thinks/

AS IF THERE IS ANYTHING INTERESTING TO STALK /SWEATS/ you're die of boredom for sure. I'm even less proud of my old layouts lmfao please don't look at them /sobs/ No problem ! i'm always eager to see people create new things :3

I mean.. why not ? >:o

Hmmm I think that people being annoyed or doesn't understand that are being very centered on themselves... sadly there is a lot of people like that these days bruh. Even if they ask more questions it is in your own rights not to want to talk about it... But I suppose i'm being very starightforward these years kek- Maybe i'm not really objective.
Maaaaah well human relationships are very hard so it's always a struggle to find people that actually gets you ? To be honest I don't really care anymore /sweats/ if it goes well then good if it doesn't then bubye ? /waves/ It's better not to care about these people who don't get you~ the more you feel good with yourself the better this is, no matter what people think of you !

Well to be honest I'm a bit like that as well I think.. I don't think being selfish is a bad thing despite what people say, especially in the era we are living. I don't really judge people over that kind of things so don't worry~

Ohlala~ there is no way you have no secrets, it's in the human nature :3 tho I think that bonding someone is something that comes naturally an takes time. Like learning the patterns of someone and their way of life ? I'd feel more uncomfortable with someone that is always asking questions over and over again than to talk about random things and learning things over time. Just keep things natural /thumbs up/ (it's some kind of smug stare I think /zoom/ my emotes are always so random bahaha don't think badly of them ;;)

It's okay tho ! I'm sorry that i always keep my time to reply to you /sweats/ I also went back to work this week so I'll be even more slow i think /gasp/ that heat make me feel so lazy and all /dies.

oh, woops, i must've not been thinking clearly while reading it. :,) oh, so it was a click that happened by chance, i see. very interesting, does this type of misclick happen a lot?

why wouldn't i talk to you? :0 i see no reason not to. hmm.. well, thinking about it now, i'm not too picky about who i talk to. i guess if a person gives me like a weird vibe in our first convo, i don't talk to them afterwards? not too sure lol.
well, most of pms are like: "thanks for the cards" or "so and so wants to join my private club" or messages from people that disabled their pms from people that don't have them added if that makes sense. ┐('～`;)┌

haha, i see. i shall continue to add to it to help out some more people, if possible <:
bruhh, i need to go search this up now. i didn't mean to brozone, i usually call people bro (╥﹏╥)

oh, sculpting. seems fun, though its never been my cup of tea. lmao yes, ppap, that meme song from a long time ago. the meme doesn't seem to ever fade away imo. somewhat relatable, it also took me awhile to realize that as well. :,) i used to always give up on everything if the first method didn't work. ( ; ω ; )

very true. ohhh makes sense, i sometimes comment on her profile. she's pretty friendly :0 i'm still kinda confused how you clicked on my profile but you could've answered that in your reply and i'm too blind to see it lol.
ah, i see. makes sense. i'm also pretty picky who i talk to, too lol. oh, yeahh i forgot that pm's exist *stares at unopened pms* Σ(￣。￣ﾉ)

haha, i don't know when i'll stop using da so it'll just keep growing until the end.
i didn't even know brozoning was a thing until you mentioned it :( i only know of friendzoning, i have smol brain.

sounds cool and different than most editing softwares. why did i get ppap flashbacks when i read that- nice, glad to hear you're learning pretty well and kinda fast. i see, well all problems show you how to succeed so makes some sense i suppose.

ohhh, lmaoo yeah i suppose it would be a bit unusual. :,)